MoMA

MoMA captures a moment of introspection and uncertainty, set within the iconic Museum of Modern Art in New York. The painting offers a view from the inside of the museum, where the artist experienced a deep sense of confusion and rejection while contemplating the modern art on display. As the artist questioned the legitimacy and value of some of the works exhibited, a wave of self-doubt emerged, leading to reflections on whether their own art would ever find a place in such an esteemed institution.

Drawn to the interplay of colors, gradients, and shadows visible through the museum’s windows, the artist’s gaze shifted outside. The warm hues of the exterior contrasted sharply with the cold, sterile tones inside the museum, providing a sense of comfort amidst the feelings of frustration and inadequacy. At this moment, the artist found solace in embracing the discomfort, recognizing it as a natural part of the creative journey.

MoMA is a celebration of that uncomfortable period, where the artist confronted their doubts and fears head-on. The painting becomes a testament to the inner conflict many artists face—the tension between aspiring to be recognized and grappling with the fear of never quite measuring up. Through this work, the artist acknowledges and honors that difficult, yet essential, stage of their career.